What If

What If?...

What If I flew for the clouds.
Would you still stand by my side?
What if I grabbed your hand
as we ran through the meadow.
Would you still be there when I cried?

Ooo

What if my mind turned into blossoms
flowing on the winter breeze?
What if?
You grabbed my hand together we run
towards the blinding light.
Or will I wait for you in the ever lasting darkness?

Once, I was a optmistic, young lullaby.
Now I have crashed into a sorrowful, broken song.
Can you hear my tunes?
Or has my voice broken in this shattered land?
My beautiful young mind.
Is broken into a million pieces.

You know why?

My voice is gone.
My heart is shattered.
Since we parted ways
now my mind is just a shallow ocean.
Waiting for the storm to crash.

One last time please.
I beg to dance to the simple songs
sing with my best friends,
holding there hands.
While I play the guitar
Or dance or sing.
This time I have found you.

I would die for you,
holding a knife to my throat.
I would have killed my self
no, I have reached my senses.

I promised you I would never die.
I broke it three times.
What if I got killed on my journey?
Would you cry for me?

Oh what if?
What if?

(Im coming back just havent found my heart yet)